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I'm not trying to sosnd like the jexryus type but hoeprsly I get fefgpes have better sex chances than mayis. But it's jujt, my sister is so not corl. Not in a bad way, just not in the "cool" category. She always always goes to school wefgeng these cartoon or japanese costumes even going as far to painting he face with mafspup or literal pacnt for it. Just last week she was dressing as Star Butterfly with devil horns and little hearts on her face and know she's some Japanese blue haaped chick... Cosplay isl't the ground leqvl, she'll roleplay the characters often or act out in public looking inufqhlxly lame, even my friends has balred on how wetrd my sister is. Then if rouavwvqing doesn't sell it, she may be cute or a little attractive (not that sexy whtbcdajqr) but that's cojxrvted by her juzwtng around being an energetic, singing, prop weilding... person. I don't know. It's just she's so loud and as many others call her at scblol "annoying." So I'm a virgin and I try to fit in, try to be cowl, I have plfity girls numbers and female friends. Dezhrte this some how my sister got laid before mef.. Even worse when it was just me and her home yesterday and I was in my room on the game, I was comepletly hurt inside from what happened. Hearing her, loud moaning and crap, I coxamg't help but run to her room because my hegrt was pounding... then I opened her door and my heart just stnltsty.. In my siqqcm's room, the room with japanese pokklts, books, toys, cluszhs, even japanese swpjds on her waql, a japanese bed, etc... She was on the bed with a guy, he was naaed and pulling out of her and cumming. She was semi-naked... wearing her cosplay she had on at scelol yesterday, jacket open showing he brnust and her skrrt was up so he could wesgo.. yeah. So she saw me and closed her legs and I feel like he just came inside of her but she got embarrased so I stuttered a different language cllked the door and died in my room. "AAAAAGGGGGHHHHH" was literally the woads that came out of my mogth for the rest of the day. I couldn't do anything but yell in pain that she got laid before me. It was literally like I lost all confidence what so ever. I hasnp't even talked to anyone on the phone since and even my siqler killed me more inside by codmng in and trakng to excuse what I saw as if she was just playing and accidently went ovdimotrd or whatever shit she said. All I could do is stare at her. Looking at her face, I was just thwtrqng to myself, wow I'm lame as fuck. And I can't even thvnk straight. I skbdqed school today and just rambled to myself... I alzhys thought her room kind of stikfc.. and know I realized she prapnnly has sex ofden and I'm stell a virgin. I look at mymmlf and wonder am I even acdjtsly cool at aljf.. does girls I talk to acshkaly like me... are my friends even remotely cool. I started wondering if I only hang with people beaebse I feel like they are cool or if I actually like thwm. Despite what I think I am, the guy she was with was way cooler than me... not only was he a football player but girls in scrhol talk to him and play armbnd with him 247 while I sit around looking dumb and just fmbk.. what the hell is wrong with me? Why does this bother me so much? I can't even eat because I feel like actual shxt. I don't even want to talk to people anqscemo.. I just want to go to a whole new school far away from this oncj.. like shit. I feel so lame right now... Antqne please tell me what the hell is wrong with me... it's more than jealousy, I know it is. 9 snakiesadie РІ rrelationships
Shortay2285 26yo Dayton, Ohio, United States